THE METROCARD TURNSTILE SAYS 10/16.
TODAY IS 10/16.
YOU’RE OUTTA SWIPES.
YOU FEEL OUTTA SWIPES, TOO.
YOU BURN 816 CALORIES AT FLYWHEEL.
YOU DON’T LOSE A
SINGLE
GODDAMN
FUCKING
POUND.
IT’S ALL Y0U THINK ABOUT.
YOUR MIND CIRCLES YOUR WEIGHT
BIRDS CIRCLE YOUR DIZZY LITTLE HEAD.
A HANGOVER?
FOOD POISONING?
NO. THE FLU.
57 HOURS IN BED AND YOU’RE WONDERING
IF YOU
DIED,
COULD YOU DIE IN DREW’S RATTY OLD T SHIRT?
YOUR HOROSCOPE KEEPS TELLING YOU
DON’T MAKE RASH DECISIONS.
RASH DECISIONS ARE ALL YOU KNOW.
DRUNK, LETS MEET UP TEXTS.
QUICK UNREQUITED LOVE.
IT HURTS UNTIL IT DOESN’T.
AND YOU’RE BACK.
YOU’RE FAT.
YOU’RE NOT FAT.
HAVE A BURRITO, YOU’LL FEEL BETTER.
YOU DON’T FEEL BETTER.
TWO FINGERS DOWN YOUR THROAT,
GONE AS FAST AS IT CAME.
PEOPLE CRAVE CONTROL.
YOU PREFER OUT OF CONTROL.
ADDICTED TO NOTHING.
AMERICAN SPIRIT YELLOWS TO THE CAMEL BLUES.
CAN’T KEEP A JOURNAL ENTRY.
THOUGHTS RUNNING TOO FAST FOR CLUMSY THUMBS.
NEW YORK. SAN FRANCISCO. SINGAPORE?
LONDON.
PROS: NEW FRIENDS
CONS: NEW FRIENDS
“IF I MOVED, I’M SCARED NO ONE WOULD MISS ME.”
“I’D MISS YOU.”
LIES DIRECTLY INTO EMPTY EYES.
IT HURTS UNTIL IT DOESN’T.
I LOVE YOU BUT IT DOESN’T FEEL RIGHT.
SAH - FOREFINGER TO THUMB
TAH - MIDDLE FINGER TO THUMB
NAH - RING FINGER TO THUMB
MAH - PINKY TO THUMB
A MANTRA.
A MOTION.
COOL AIR INTO HEAVY LUNGS.